Dear Depression and Anxiety
could you please get out of my life and leave me alone already? i’m tired of feeling like this. i don’t want you. just go away. you are terrible and no body deserves to have you in their life. you made me hate myself and everything around me. you make me feel as though i’m all alone fighting things i have no control over. you make me worry about things normal people don’t even notice. i’m tired of spazing out. i’m tired of being scared of my own shadow. you make me feel like i should just sleep my life away. and if i could i would. i feel like staying in bed all day is the best way to not be seen. because i don’t even feel worthy of being seen. i’m not pretty there’s nothing spectacular about me. it’s your fault i feel this way. i want to happy, like truly happy, not just putting a fake smile on and hoping that by faking one it becomes real, but it doesn’t work that way. you’re still here. will you ever go away? please just leave me alone.