hello i go by the name Ray.. like a ray of sunshine 🙂 I got a big problem and I was hoping somebody might be able to give me some advice and help me.
Ok, so about 2 years ago I decided to not be “myself” anymore. I have taught myself how to hide my emotions. I met a group of people in college and I basically learned how to react with them all; ill explain myself.. There are 3 girls 4 guys in the group and I have learned how they all act and how they like to be treated and how they react to certain situations to the point where I am not being myself around them..Im just being the person they want me to be. This has gotten pretty serious when like yesterday or the day before that(dont trully remember)I looked at the mirror and I saw this whole new person who I didnt even know existed. I kept my style how I like it, that never changed but I look at myself differently because I realized I dont really know who I am. Or am I just the girl who would be whatever ud like her to be? Is that me?