When you do this I can’t breath and it make me wonder r u a mistake r am I just to sensitive to what we have or had. I can tell u that I love you with my heart and soul but I already been through this, next time will never come for us. I really hate this part because I’m the only object between you and my feelings from u and have u so close is killing me inside. I still want to talk to u everyday but my mind still know what’s best for me even if my heart don’t. CLM