I just realized what’s wrong with me. I’m jealous. Jealous of everyone in here. All of them have felt love. I thought I have. But it was just a falsity. I’ve always been here for others but once it comes time or me no one’s available. I just wish I could feel something from someone special. My heart hurts from wanting so long but it’s never gotten the chance to feel something. I want someone to hold in my arms, to always comfort, to love. But that’s just a child’s wish I guess. Love is just something you hear about but never feel.