I literally never want to leave my bed anymore, because the days keep getting worse and I honestly want to just die. No one wants to spend time with me and no one gives a f***. My friends use me for everything, they come and eat all my food and treat me like a load of s*** when things don’t go their way. None of the boys like me, or will ever like me for that matter, and that really hurts because it makes me think something is wrong with me. My family is just completely useless and I cannot stand being around them anymore because they don’t understand. I cry myself to sleep every night and no one knows. I am sad for many reasons. Because I don’t know how to reach my goals, because I compare myself to others and feel worthless, because I have never known love. I don’t want to be here if I can’t enjoy life.