Everything is happening so fast. I just graduated a month ago, and I’ll be studying in a different school. About to start a new life, new friends, new experience. But still can’t help but feel that I’m not ready yet. I’m not ready to leave my old life, my old friends, my old experience. Every night I would think and reminisce too much, I wanted to feel something new, but I can’t let go of the past. I’ve been in this situation before, but this is different, its much more difficult to let it pass now. Something is making me feel this way.
I’m sorry if this is such a waste of space. I’m sorry if I made you waste your time reading this. I’m sorry if I raised your expectations about this and ended up being disappointed with what you just read.
But if you’re one of those people who spent that one minute and took the time to read my thought, thank you. You may not know it, but it means so much to me.
To my old friends, I love you guys and I hope you know that. Maybe, just maybe, one of you is reading this, you might not know who is typing this right now, but remember that I will always remember you.
Always.
xoxo,
Anonymous