I swear I try to make her happy and she can’t even make me happy. It’s like it’s pointless of me to be satisfied in this relationship. Smh. I’m tire of being the only one trying to have a sexual relationship. I swear and here it goes all over again. Of course when her nephews was around it was all bay I love you and she wanted to be around me. But now it’s like f*** you. You ain’t doing nothing for me. Smh. That’s exactly why I snap out the way I do. Because she only treats me right when she wants something. I’m tired of being used. I promise I am. Smh. She doesn’t make any sense at times. But it is cool. Cause when I start cheating on her. She will be the one losing. Don’t make no sense. I swear I’m about to flip the f*** out ! I’m two seconds away from snapping out and hurting her ! Oooo nobody understands ! #venting