Three and a half years since you left me so suddenly in death. I still can’t believe it, it just takes my breath. People say at least you had her for a while, but I would kill to see her smile. To have a loss so sudden, you just can’t understand. You go on with your life, your grandchildren, your marriages, and can walk hand in hand. I will never get the privelege to walk down the aisle, or hold that grandchild in my arms. I guess I am suppossed to be thankful for the time that I had. I am, really, but still am so very sad. It has changed me forever how I think about people, life and time. Please don’t judge me though, if you are truly a friend of mine. If I havn’t been the friend you think I should have been, I pray you never ever have to walk in these shoes that seem to find no end. My heart goes out to people who know tremendous loss. A worrier I have alway’s been and will probably alway’s be, but one less worry because Heaven has the sunshine that never know’s no rain. Thank you Lord Jesus, for lessening my pain.
Amwen