1. My boyfriend killed himself,
2.my brother stole 300 quid off me 1800 quid off my nanny, my cousins 21st money, 2 cameras, took his girlfriends mothers bank card and took load of her money, yet I’m the one who had to move out,
3. Bro hit my nephew so family are in bits,
4. Mam starts having black outs.
5. Dad get bowle removed.
6. We almost loose the house.
7. I lost close friends because of depression.
The past 12 months have been the lowest of my life and yes I’ve dealth with everything badly but there’s no way anyone can come back from 8 years in a relationship n pick ur algae up n brush ur self off its not possible, I’ve literally tried everything, time does nothing either it just makes the anger stronger, people say I should be at a certain point by now, I don’t want a new guy in my life I only want him, y is that so hard fle everyone to see!!! They think cause im in the 25 to 30 age group ill find love again, bolox, I don’t want to even look at anyone ever again, is that such a big deal!!!