hhmm..so i have never have had any relationships not because i never got the ‘chance’ but by choice i decided to remain single.why?! hhmm because i still do believe in fairytale romance! hah! 😐 but this one piece of my personal belief doesn’t make me dumb or impractical.i am fully aware of the fact this dream of mine of’prince charming’ who is everything like that i have read in my favourite novels is ever going to come true in this life time but cant help it. i dont want to maintain a list of boyfriends before i get married.i just want the man of my dreams! *sigh*.. i want my kids to know that their mama dated only one man,their father.i have never hurt anybody’s (any boys feelings,to be precise) feelings or make them wait for me just to satisfy my vanity that there are guys after me,i never reciprocated to their advances because i knew i could never love somebody just like that.so,i guess god is watchng me. gow will not play that ‘man proposes,god disposes’ thing with me. :$.
m too much self centered,i guess but i want to be the centre of my man’s world,universe’dream,heart. 🙂 *dreamyeyes* 😛 well it’s just a peice of thought that i wanted to get out of my system. i cant love anybody more than myself,i think! :s i fear i might bore that guy to death.though m very intelligent and entertaining 😛 but this is my personal belief of myself. 😛
let’s see what will happen with me..what has god stored in for me. will surely write someday to let all anonymous here or you all might come to know yourself without my ‘help’. go figure. 😉