I just cant stand it anymore, i cant control my emotions! I cant be happy no matter how much i try to enjoy myself! people must think im ungrateful! i know i have so many good things in my life but no matter what i do or how i think of things, my opinion never changes! ive tried talking to my boyfriend and friends and family but they just don understand! my boyfriend wants me to be nicer to him because im taking everything out on him and im trying to but its so difficult! i want to distance myself away from everyone i love because im hurting them aswell as myself but i just dont know how to do it! im constantly feeling down, and tired, im not motivated for anything and i just cant stop crying! i just want to feel better!!!!