Today I’ve come to the realization that I am desperate. No one ever has liked me the way I like them. & if there’s any chance that someone might I cannot stop thinking about them & what our future could be like. I take it too far in my mind. I’m over going with the flow & taking it slow. I’m lonely as f***. I lay in my bed at night & literally lay as if someone is behind me holding me. I want to say “I love you too” after someone says they love me. I want to be someone’s ONLY girl. I’m so impatient I literally cannot wait anymore. I want to kiss someone & have a guaranteed kiss the next day. I want someone ti be in love with me. & I wanna be in love too.