Today I woke up next to the love of my life. And nothing was better than that. I know we are both young, but I have never felt this way before about anyone. Feeling is breath next to me was the best pleasure of my life. We did not make love last night, simply talked into the early hours of the morning about anything and everything. Seeing him tell me all the truth at three o clock in the morning was the most beautiful thing. But I am afraid. That things are going almost too well and that something horrific might happen to me. I know I should not think that way…