i think i’m gonna die from anger. My my dad and my sister are my main reason for anger and sadness, and i will die from it one day. I have no words for how much i hate them, i wanna punch them till they start bleeding. Go ahead, think i’m crazy, but you don’t know what CRAP i go through. My dad can be nice sometimes. I can laugh with him one in a while. But the words he says to you… you’d rather have a knife through your heart. I didn’t use to hate him like this. I used to feel bad for him, and give him a chance. But he’s made me angry and hurt me SO MANY TIMES, if i think about it too much i might go crazy. I want him to feel pain. I want to see him be sad and i want him to suffer. I don’t care if that makes me a bad person, it’s NOTHING compared to the s*** he made me go through, and still does!