I’m really young, right now I’m only 16. The thing is, is that i feel like every opportunity i once had has kind of flown by me and now I’m left to just drift alone with the regret of not seizing love, life,laughter, and a future. I have a few close friends and i love that because I’m an introverted person but all of them are in a relationship. I know I’m so young for love but deep down I’ve never been the recipient of compassion and it kills me inside when the girl i have strong feelings for doesn’t feel remotely close to having the same feelings. I feel like my youth just passed me by and everything that made me happy is becoming a bleaker and bleaker sign of my childhood. As far as I’m concerned my innocence is gone and I’ve rebelled against my parents and the world but i haven’t done anything that counts. Who am I? Why is it so hard to live when the act of being alive is so simple?