I’m sad, happy, excited, nervous, idk. I’m feeling a lot of emotions right now. Maybe, I can’t describe how I feel. I just cry and cry, and for what? I’m just so depressed and I don’t understand why. I wish I could just be happy, like every other normal teenager. I wish that I could wake up and say “today I feel happy.” Instead of “today, I don’t know how I feel. I just know I’ll be crying myself to sleep tonight.” Can I just be happy?