So today a lot of people wished me happy birthday, and said “may god bless you”. It was hard to not laugh at that. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, what god are you talking about motherf***ers? Look at what you have turned me into. This nice, shy kid has turned into a f***ing self centered a******. What are you doing with this world f***er? Why are nice people getting f***ed over I’m life, while the swaggots are being treated so much f***ing better? And what the f***ing f*** is the with the yolo s***? I mean seriously what the actual f***? I have done a lot of good things in my life so far, and intend to do so as long as I live, which is probably very short. I wish the best for my enemies and in return what do I get? The worst from even my f***ing so-called friends. And please don’t f***ing try and correct my grammar or spelling or s***, I have enough people doing that already. And you know why? Coz English ain’t my f***ing first language you son of a b****. A lot of people want to be me right now. But you don’t have a f***ing idea of what my life is like ok. F***. F***. F***. For f***s sake couldn’t you let me enjoy just this one day? It’s my f***ing birthday motherf***er. I mean like f***ing seriously??? I have tried so hard to convince myself to not f***ing quit, but I can’t get rid of thought. Ya, actually I quit motherf***er. Too much bulls*** in life f***er. This is probably what you wanted though, right? I mean seriously f*** you. I know this is going to affect a lot of people, but it’s the only way this f***ing god works. Just some time ago, I was always the one that told people to never give up no matter what, and now here I am f***ing giving up like a pathetic human being. Will anyone ever f***ing care about me? Will anyone even notice I’m not there anymore. No of course not, hahahaha, if no one notices that I’m there, then who will f***ing notice that I’m not f***ing there. Anyone want to talk to me? Hahaha, of course you don’t want to. Who the f*** would want to talk with me, the f***ing a****** lol. But regardless, I love all of you, and I promise if I ever meet THE motherf***er, I will like to give him a f***ing smack on the head until he understands how to f***ing do things right!! Hahahahahaha, I’m so f***ing stupid lol. Too bad, no one is even going to bother f***ing reading this to tell me anything. F***ing life. Wished I could have a f***ing nice birthday, and you know what? Wish denied. And then, I was like atleast it can’t get any worse, and the motherf***er was like challenge accepted. Hahahaha lmao, see what i did there? Prob didn’t coz ur life isnt like the f***ing pathetic excuse of a life that I have. Well goodbye fellow f***ers, and good luck in life. I am going to meet the motherf***er soon, and see how “everything happens for a reason” works.