Little bit ”afraid” of growing up..It’s not what everybody thinks, the thing with ”when you’re little you want to grow up, and when you’re grown you want to be a kid”.. That’s not what i mean..I love and miss being a kid, but that’s not what i’m thinking about.. I just don’t want to get older, i don’t want to be 20, be an adult. It’s not because my life is good or anything… It’s actually normal and i’ve been sad for some time now, but i don’t know.. i just feel like when i’m 18,19 or 20 years old, i’ve got nothing left to do.. I know life just starts there, i just don’t wanna grow out of being a teen, which is something nobody says so i really don’t know what i’m saying.. I don’t know, as miserable as teen life can be, i just don’t want to grow out of the ages, and have to deal with the real world, and face the fact that life is short..