I like 4 guys right now. I dont know which one to choose. I feel like all I wanna do is cry. What should I do? I am tired of cutting myself knowing that I dont know what to do. The guys dont even know I am talking to other guys and that I like them to. I feel like my life is hell. With everything that is going on around me. People making fun of me for the clothes I wear. Why cant I fit in? I am tired of being bullied. I feel so empty that I could just end my life right now. I wish I was never born. I hate myself so much that I am ready to end it already no matter how scared I am to do it.