Hey Kuro, do you think its weird that we’ve been dating for a year, but haven’t even met? ive never really thought about it, but when I saw that picture of you it got me thinking, it got me wanting to meet you even more. I bet your brothers would say it was because I wanted to do something or something sex related. I know your sister did. of course they wouldn’t ever believe that wasn’t a reason, I just want a hug. I really do, I want to know what your voice sounds like and what a hug from you feels like. I do wonder if I would even be able to hug you, I want to, so badly, but so much stuff has happened since the time we have met and now, I would have to say that Im almost scared to, im scared around most people. im trying to get over that, but I don’t know how to really. im getting used to being around people and im understanding not everyone is out to get me, that kind of stuff, but it sure seems like a lot of people are. I got off track again, didn’t mean to do that. I guess what im trying to say is that I really want to meet you, before you get tired of me and all that. youd probably deny that would ever happen, but I bet it will. don’t mean to be pessimistic or anything, im just used to people getting tired of me, my mum did, so why wouldn’t you?
I love you Kuro, I really do, a whole lot. i hope i get another chance to meet you one day and i don’t chicken out this time. promise not to push you in a lake too