I left you because I deserved so much more from you. But I never stopped loving you. I hoped as time went on it would get easier. But it only has gotten worse. I love and miss you so much. I want you back. I want us back. But I can’t go and tell you this, because you yourself said you had gotten to a place so low you just didn’t care about anybody or anything but your self. Have you dug yourself out yet? Do you think and dream of me as I do of you. I miss us so much it hurts. I love you so much. You are the one for me. I feel a hole in my heart without you. I tear up at the thought of being without for so long now. Pleae call me. Please come find me. Please fight for me. Gran gesture needed, from you. I love you.