I constantly feel like NO one cares,like I am all alone in this world. Even though i have 2 BEAUTIFUL babies! I need someone to talk to that will actually listen,but that person doesn’t seem to exist. I want to cry constantly but hold it back because it isn’t fair to my kids so i just go on pretending to smile.. It is true that my kids are the only thing that make me happy but even that wears thin and i just feel like I need to fade away..I used to be a beautiful girl but I have allowed myself to become something unrecognizable….nothing feels good anymore and i think i need help..