I just feel like an idiot in class. Like im behind everyone. I’ve never been the “best” but when i was in grade 6th i was smart. But when i got older, i become dumber. I dont know ANYTHING in math, and trust me, i just dont know how to right this? i think sometimes its okay, but its always this with me, i always make mistakes and can never learn. I get so nervous when we are about to talk infront of the whole class. like that, i get really nervous, and i start to choke. I just hate that i get so low grades in math.´I feel whatever i am doing, i know that i not becoming smarter. Im so dumb in school, and outside school. And i never can concentrate in class, its like something stuck in my head, but i dont know what… Please really i feel so empty, in class. And i can never have fun in when its brake. I mean never, have fun. I always beocme sad, because of my grades. I feel something is distractiong me…