I have no emotion and I’m sitting here wondering if I should start to worry.. I see your precious face everyday in school. It’s hard for me not to care about what went on in the past. These 5 months have been all about me trying to get over the fact that people now think wrong of me, rather than getting to know what I have to offer.. I come here for peace and for forgiveness. I know I didn’t do the horrible things you’ve said about me, yet I still forgive you because you were my first love and that, to me, is life changing. You made me happy. I loved you, you loved me, we forgot the world even existed. I just want to redo everything and perhaps take everything slow. Now, I’m in therapy for depression, panic and eating disorder. This is my present for being the meanest b**** on this earth. WRONG. I never said anything untrue about us because I know we use to be infinite. I love you.