my mother hates me…..my own mother hates me
she hates that i dont get straight A’s
she hates that i need extra help
she hates that i want to become a tattoo artist on the side and do cartoons for disney or nickjk or something
she hates me and i just wanna die
i dont wanna be here anymore
i cant do nothing right im dumb stupid
i aint gonna go no where in my life (according to my mother ima be pregnant with a babydaddy and aint go no job)
i just dont wanna be here i mean whats the point
i dont give a s*** if my family gonna miss me because they might miss me for a month but their get over it and forget about me …..
my birthday coming up and im turning 16 and my mother stopped our trip to go to jamaica…..
lol im just a bad person like i just get this S*** !
WHY IN THE HELL WOULD GOD PUT ME ON THIS EARTH ?
DO SHOW MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS THAT I AM NOT S*** ?
TO SHOW THAT I AM NOT GONNA GO NO WHERE IN LIFE ?
THAT IM NOT GONNA BE S*** BUT SOMEONE BABY MOTHER ?
I JUST DONT KNOW WHY GOD WOULD PUT ME ON THIS EARTH I DONT GET IT !!!!……….
if any of this keeps going im going to end my life and i dont give a damn ima run infront of a speeding car and hope to god i die…..