really you guys, maddlime have changed my life, you see i used to fight with my mom, everyday since my dad died the 20 may (may god rest his soul) and my mom and i always fight, because i said it was my faul, i never visited him and stuff. (they were divorced) and she said. Its his fault he smokes, and drink alooot. And he was a big drinker and a smoker, but i dont think it was because of it, he was a very sad man, and heartbroken. His mom and dad, and 3 of his brother have died in he army. and he had no one then me, and i shouuld have visit him. I really hate myself because i never said goodbye. But he was so stressed and mad all the time, but when he sees me, his heart comes down. I like my daddy i hope hes in a better place, and sees his family in heaven. <3 I pray for him everyday, and talks to him about my day. But now me and my mom is the bestes friends thanks to Maddlime (Advicement@hotmail.com) mail her, please im really thankfull to write to her. You have nothing to lose.