Im in 8th grade, and deeply in love with this boy from my class.. I cant stop thinking about him, hes like the piece that i miss, i love him. But im afraid of he wont love me back, im a bit chubby, and yeah maybe am i young but i feel emotions, everytime i look at him, i catch him looking at me, i feel that he a thing on me, but then i think nah, how can a boy love a fat girl. I’m so hopeless. Now my bestfriend got kicked out off school, and i have no one that i can talk to, i just miss her soooooo much. Words cant describe it. I love her so much. But back to the boy … Now hes the reason why im not moving school, because i know im gonna miss his charming smile, and his beautiful eyes… Everytime i think of him, i cry. Like im so thankfull to have met him. Hes a great guy, and i think every girl is lucky to have him as their boyfriend. I dont know if you get my “question” well this isn’t a question, ehm, im just typing every word i think of, like the first think on my mind is Him. I cant get him out of my head. I dont expect you to comment, but you have every right to do. I just dont wanna get these stupid question like, “blabla, you’re a kid, stick in school” and stuff. I just feel empty when im not seeing him. I love him.