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Will I always be this way?

I feel like… I’m going to be alone forever. I’m 19, life is fine, I’m not struggling… I just feel alone. I’ve never had a relationship, nor have I even ever had female friends. Every time I try to even speak to a female that I find attractive, I have no idea what to say, and fear denial, or that she won’t like me. I feel like I’m destined to be alone, to go through life, with no one to share it with. I have no family left, I recently moved several states away from them, for issues which I don’t feel comfortable going into. I’m stuck, alone, and afraid that I’ll always be. I just don’t know what to do anymore about ever even talking to a female. I don’t have much self confidence, and I don’t find myself very attractive. I don’t know what to do now, should I simply just always carry on alone? I’ve tried to talk to females in the past, and I feel like I just do something supremely awkward, and they end up feeling awkward. I’ve never even had my first kiss or anything like it, never really had any female friends in general I suppose. I need some advice, can anyone relate, or if they were in a similar situation, what did you do to fix this? What do I do from here, simply carry on life alone?

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