I’m falling, down a hole and i cant see anything but black. this hole of mine never ends. i cant see the light at the top anymore and there is nothing for me to grasp on to pull myself back to the top. i cant lean on anything i am just falling. and the scary thing is is that i don’t know if i am going to see a light. or if this hole is going to become my grave. and i will never see the light of day again.
do you understand?