I have been in love with this boy for four years ok? And he has a girlfriend I always though he hated me. But Friday after school, when we were both in the study hall alone, he kissed me. And not just a kiss, he full on made out with me. Tongue to tongue and everything. And I did not stop. Because well… I love him. And I wonder why he did that. After he kissed me… I saw that there were little tears running down his cheeks and then he hugged me and told me “not to tell a soul” I just do not understand. Why would something like that ever happen? I know he has a girlfriend. But now I wonder if he still into her or not. That was not just a kiss. It had so much emotion. So much feeling. Plus it was my very first kiss. So… Why would he do that? And why was he crying?