You know that feeling, the thrill and rush you feel when he looks at you and you quickly move away you gaze.. the heat you feel in your chest when he talks to you.. and the way he smile that brightens you day up.. yes.. that feeling.. I know you know and felt it too.
Hi. I won’t mention my name anymore.. lets just call me Jessie. I am currently at 6th grade.. and I had a crush on the same boy since 1st grade. Actually the boy is quite arrogant at times and he is smaller than me, I know, AWKWARD. You might say that height doesn’t matter in love, but in this cruel and judgemental world.. it does.
Unlike other girls that will focus their entire life on the one they like, I still focus on my studies. But at times where I am not doing anything at all.. hes the only thing in my head. I would fantasize about him walking by, or talking to me. I love it when I make him laugh or smile. But then it hit me.
HE LIKE SOMEONE ELSE.
Yes, it hurts. But I knew that from the beginning. I knew that he would never notice this. But even though I accepted this fate years ago, it just makes me wanna throw myself at a wall.
The only thing I can use to express my pain is by using these three symbols:
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