I am 18 years old, and female.
It is my first time here, treat me well please.
Sometimes I am excited for what the future holds for me. A husband, kids, steady job. I just can’t wait!
And yet I have my dark moments where I stress so much. What is I am a dead beat mom? What if I am a single mom? What if I never find the one? What if I don’t have enough food to feed my kids? What if…
There are so many what if’s, I just have to remind myself, I won’t be alone everything will work out.
But that feeling is still there.
I knowingly sin on a daily basis, which is a sin itself.
I want to rewind my whole life, start a new, different.
Family is good, mom and dad still together, never went to foster care.
I wish that my life was everything I ever wanted it to be.
Thank you for listening, most likely be back for more. Happy new year!