That is kind of the story of my life. Because I always date these horrible guys that treat me like s***. I cried like a baby when I saw Perks Of Being a Wallflower because it is so relevant to my life. I am abused by these guys that I cannot get away from. And I am not strong enough to say no. I have been raped and abused and hit. And I feel so dirty and worthless now. Why can’t a nice guy come along that treats me nice? I just… I guess I think I deserve all this abuse?