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What Does It All Mean

I am sixteen years old. Tonight, I was home alone with a family friend. He is a seventeen year old guy. Our parents were out and it was just us. And things went a little too far. He came to me and told me that he had feelings for me, and then we started making out hardcore. He then brought things to the bedroom and uh… well, you know. We sort of… did it. Had sex. I never ever thought that I would lose my virginity to him. It felt right, but it also felt so wrong. I took things past my limit and now I am sitting on my bed with regrets. What if I’m pregnant? What if I am in love with this boy? What if my parents find out what we did? I am normally such a good person but I feel like I am going to Hell. My family is religious and once they find out I had sex I will not be loved. I have no idea what to do at this point.

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