I USED TO BE ABLE TO HELP OTHERS BUT THESE DAYS HELP NOLONGER SEEMS TO BE AN ANSWER DUE THEY’VE JUST HAD ENUFF!! SO HAVE I* I HAVE NO FAMILLY OR FRIENDS AND ALL THE PLACES THAT ARE THERE TO HELP NVR REALLY DO ANYTHING BUT GET U TO PULL OUT YOUR GUTS AGAIN ONLY TO BE MADE A FOOL AGAIN!AND U TRY MAKING FRIENDS ONLY TO GET USED AND RIPED OFF* WHEN U HAVE NOTHING LEFT FROM THE START!AS THEY SMILE IN YOUR FACE AND TALK WHAT THEY CALL POLITE*(MEANING_I’M NOT LISTENING,YOR F***ED AND I HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO GET U OUTA MY FACE! AND STIL BE ABLE TO LIE TO MYSELF AS IF I HELPED U OR TRYED.}I’VE SPENT MY ENTIRE LIFE HELPING FROM MY HEART SOUL AND $$..ONLY TO END UP ALONE IN A HELLHOLE LIE OF A BLDG. IN HOLLYWOODHILLS CA.I WAS AT A POINT THAT SCARED EVEN ME BUT THERE IS A GOD*AND SOMEHOW I’M BETTERISH*…U CAN SEE ME GETTING THRU IT ALL ON CAMFUZE DOT COM FORWARD SLASH THEN MY NAME XANTHUS ..I’M ONLY THERE DUE MY REG. SITE WAS DESTROYED AND I’M A RECOVERING AGORIPHOB THATS LIVED MY LIFE ON CAM FOR MANY YEARS SO AS TO NOT GET TAKEN OVER BY ALL THE DARKNESS*