I feel like my life is almost over, but it really hasn’t even begun yet. I feel like I have so many dreams, but never actually pursue them because I am afraid of failure. I have what I want, but not what I need. I need love and someone who cares about me. And I need confidence to do the things I have always thought about doing. But I do not know where to find love. And I cannot find the power to love myself endlessly. Please help. How can I find the things I need and be able to make my dreams come true? I really want to start a Youtube channel and move to California and find true love. And while it sounds really dumb, those three things would make me such a happy person. Where do I start?