I have never felt this way before. There’s so many emotions. I don’t see how a year can just go down the drain as if nothing matters. Since he needed space, I didn’t let him know how I was feeling. What was going on in my head. Since we weren’t together anymore I felt like what I did didn’t matter. So I went on one date. That was the biggest mistake of my life. The love of my life called me and said he was wanting to try again, but since I had went out with someone else it didn’t matter anymore. There’s nothing I can do. He said he couldn’t trust me anymore. I can’t handle this. He’s everything to me. I just want him back.