Just need somewhere to type . . .
i feel exhausted . . .
. . . like totally tempted to buy things online . . .
. . . anything that even mildly interests me . . .
. . . secret is though that it is all of my moms money . . .
it is not mine . . .
i have no idea how to "do" money as an autistic person of human being . . .
but purchasing things takes no skill but i still try to add skill to my choices . . .
i am opening myself up to idea of getting another Playstation . . .
i don't like idea that PS4 doesn't have backwards compatibility . . .
original PS3 does . . . i had that one for a long time until i sold it to Wes . . .
for pain pills . . .
i did get a nintendo switch and i have been playing classic nineties editions of crash bandicoot and it is a lot of fun . . .
but it can be challenging but isn't that point?
i don't want to waste money at all . . .
i have a lot of terror of that . . .
of just using worlds money willy nilly without being grateful for what i already have . . .
i don't know . . .
i'm grateful you guys are out here . . .
thanks for letting me share . . .