>^..^<

dear melissa,

i hope you are well.

i feel like hell.

haven't spoken to you directly since ( . . . )

feeling really ultra confused about this thing that happened between us.

i hope that i don't know gods will makes us happen to each other in name of holy spirit.

it's so easy for me to make other people my higher power.

i need to focus on healing and not just jumping into some random possibility.

i want this but only if god allows us.

lets put our best foot forward and let rest happen to us.

thanks,

xanther

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