GOD,
HERE ARE SOME OF THE INSTITUTIONS I REPRESENT (RESEENT);
THE CATHOLIC CHURCH
CHILD PROTECTIVE SERVICES
THE EDUCATION SYSTEM
BECAUSE THEY ALL PREVENTED ME FROM BEING NEAR M.
SILENTLY ANONYMOUS,
-THE ARCHER
SECURITY, SELF-ESTEEM, PERSONAL RELATIONS
SOCIAL RELATIONS, ANGER, RAGER, FORGETTING, UNKNOWING, SIN, SIN, SIN, SIN, SIN, SIN, SIN, FEAR, LONGING, EMPTINESS, GRIEF, GENTLENESS
TO BE BECOME AN ADULT OF GOD AND TO BE COME AN ADULT FOR GOD REQUIRES THAT I ACCEPT THAT I CAN'T BE WITH M. EVEN ASEXUALLY. IT IS AN INCESTUOUSNESS THAT IS AN INFECTION AND IS ONE OF MY GROSS HANDICAPS.
I AM CRYING AN INNER WEEPING AND I HOPE THAT GOD CAN CURE THESE PARTS OF MY BODY SOUL THAT I AM UNABLE TO ARTICULATE.
GETTING OUT OF GODS WAY, I AM.
SILENTLY ANONYMOUS,
-THE ARCHER
I AM SORRY I BLAMED YOU FOR FORCES THAT WERE BEYOND YOUR CONTROL. I NOW SEE THAT GOD HAD PUT ME IN THESE SITUATIONS THAT WERE UNFAVORABLE TO MY SELF-ESTEEM AND EMPTINESS. I AM SORRY THAT I AM SO ANGRY AT YOU FOR SOMETHING THAT IS NOT YOUR FAULT AND I AM GRATEFUL THAT M. IS MY MOTHER AND THAT GOD IS INVOLVED IN MY THERAPEUTIC 12 STEP PROCESS.
SILENTLY ANONYMOUS,
-THE ARCHER