GOD,
BECAUSE OF MY DESIRE FOR PHILOSOPHICAL RIGOR, I AM WONDERING IF TO RENOUNCE SCIENTOLOGY I MUST PASS THROUGH, IF NOT THE EXPERIENCE, THEN AT LEAST THE TEXTS.
SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED IN THE PROGRAM OF SCIENTOLOGISTS ANONYMOUS THAT I AM NERVOUS TO SAY A SINGLE THING.
BUT I WANT TO TALK ABOUT THE CURIOSITY OF WHAT IS GOING ON BEHIND THE SCENES?
I MEAN, SOMETHING IS GOING ON THERE, NO?
I WONDER IF I MIGHT READ HIS FICTION OR SOMETHING?
JOHN SAID IT'S BASICALLY GANG BANGER LOGIC?
AND POOR MARTY RATHBUN . . . THEY HAVE DESTROYED HIS LIFE?
AM I CURIOUS ABOUT L. RON HUBBARD OR WHAT DROVE HIM INSANE?
BASICALLY IN THE MASTER IT IS MENTIONED, WHEN HIS SON SAYS, HE'S MAKING ALL OF THIS UP AS HE GOES ALONG, I CAN FALL ASLEEP AND WAKE UP AND NOT HAVE MISSED ONE THING.
WHEN WE ASSIGN A HUMAN FIGURE (WHO IS NOT CHRIST?) WE WILL BE DEVASTATED BY DISAPPOINTMENT WHEN THE TIME COMES.
BUT I ALLWAYS WANT TO GIVE THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT TO THE SUFFERER. THE SUFFERER OF HIS OWN NEUROSES OR GRANDIOSITY OR OVERBLOWN EGO (LACK OF EGO DEATH? WHAT MIGHT EGO DEATH LOOK LIKE IN THIS CONTEXT?))))) I WANT TO SEE THE THREADS THAT LED HIM TO HIS ULTIMATE DEMISE AND INSANITY. CURIOSITY, WHAT ELSE COULD IT BE IN ME THAT IS CALLING OUT TOWARDS THAT THING?
SILENTLY ANONYMOUS,
-THE ARCHER