GOD,
I AM POWERLESS OVER MY ADDICTION TO DREAMS AND MY LIFE HAS BECOME UNMANAGEABLE.
LAST NIGHT, MASTURBATION STOLE MY BODY AGAIN.
(ASHAMED, EMBARASSED, VIOLATED + COLD)
WAS KLIXEN AGAIN. (LIKE VIXEN THE REINDEAR?)
DID THIS THREE TIMES.
HAD A DREAM OF PENNY WITH ANOTHER BOYFRIEND WHO WAS DOING SOME KIND OF AN ART PROJECT AND FOR SOME REASON I HAD HER VAGINA AND WAS MASTURBATING WITH IT UNTIL SHE MIGHT COME BACK AND PAY ATTENTION TO ME.
HAD A DELUSION THAT IT WAS SERIOUSLY OPEN.
IT MIGHT'VE BEEN AN AVATAR OF ALBERT AGAIN WHO ALWAYS SEEMED TO BE AROUND AND LURKING.
(ALBERTINE, ALBERT + SONA) SAME THING ON THE OTHER SIDE.
WHAT ELSE CAN I DO GOD BUT ASK FOR THE MERCY TO WORK THE PROGRAM INTO THE GROUND?
I CAN'T DO THIS ALONE.
GETTING GOD OUT OF GODS WAY.
SILENTLY ANONYMOUS,
-THE ARCHER