GOD,
I REALLY AND PURELY HOPE THAT BETH MIGHT FIND SOME HELP REGARDING HER DISEASE.
IT IS REALLY DISTURBING TO HEAR HER VOMITING INTO THE TOILET AFTER EATING SUCHNESS.
PLEASE HELP HER DISCOVER THE LIFE SHE WAS MEANT TO LIVE AND NOT THESE WRETCHED FORMS OF HERSELF THAT SHE HAS MISTAKEN FOR HER TRUE SELF.
I PRAY THAT SOMETHING MIGHT GIVE IN GOOD TIME (AWESOME TIME?)
I REALIZE I AM POWERLESS OVER BULIMIA AND ANOREXIA BUT THAT DOESN'T STOP XANTHER FROM LOVING HER!
IT IS SO HARD TO DETACH FROM ALL OF THESE LOONS FROM THE FAMILIAR BECAUSSE I AM SO ADDICTED TO THEM.
I PURELY HOPE THAT THERE MIGHT BE SOME LIGHTS AT THE END OF THIS TUNNEL AND NOT DEAD LIGHTS, BUT GOOD AND GENTLE LIGHT THAT HELPS US SHINE.
AT THE SAME TIME BEING ENGULFED IN THIS DARKNESS ALSO MAKES ME FEEL LESS ALONE.
GOD KNOWS WHAT I NEED SO I WILL LEAVE IT TO GOD.
HELP ME WORK THIS PROGRAM. BECAUSE THIS PROGRAM IS REALLY IMPORTANT TO MY WELLBEING AND MY UNDERSTANDING OF HOW CUNNING, BAFFLING AND POWERFUL THIS D*** HEAD DISEASE IS.
I AM WELCOME IN GODS HEART AND GOD IS WELCOME IN MINE.
GOD, I AM GETTING OUT OF THE GOD WAY.
SILENTLY ANONYMOUS,
-THE ARCHER