God,
I really want(???)
Parts of me really want to go to confession today and other parts are scared to death of leaving the house.
I don't know if I should keep resting or if I should go to confession.
What does God want me to confess today?
I was thinking about the overeating but that's Beths confession, not mine. And I shouldn't be taking anyones inventory. I just don't want to get all esoteric with the priest. I just want to start out really little and then make a way around the word seems until we can actually get into the M.E.T.E. of the matter.
I don't know. We'll see what happens. We have about an hour before it starts. Beth is peeing. I feel like she's doing it in my mouth for some reason. It feels gross and I am not alone and I am not to blame for the inccest that is inflicted on me at every second of every day.
What should I do though God?
Lets sit together until the moment strikes us, so forth.
Silently Anonymous,
-The Archer