God,
I am in the middle of the pickle. Am I THE MONKEY IN THE MIDDLE?
In the 12 steps we say that it is best to be in the middle so perhaps a good thing this is?
We are waiting for beth to act out or something I THINK.
I don't know if she will?
Who is in charge here except for God?
The silence of God, so forth. Can we invite death and justice in here without the threat of judgement?
Allow us here at the INS to gain some kind of clarity about this situation. Save us from being angry. Thy will, not ours, be done.
Open up the emptiness in our souls so that justice without judgement might occur. And help these physical twitches start to heal in my body parts and mechanisms.
I pray for God to define us rather that we ourselves.
Come towards the holy spirit of weakness and let the weak force of God speak for itself, so forth.
We are voiceless as one.
Silently Anonymous,
-The Archer