God,
Everyone is trying to be mean to Xanther, saying she is acting as lazily as possible. That she isn't worth her dumbstruck. That she is poor, useless, and unredeemable and that her silence is just a cop out to not get involved in the affairs of the politicians.
I just found a Program called Spiritual Emergencce Anonymous that is pretty cool seeming. It sounds like what happened to Me. Even if I am not catatonically schizophrenic it might mean that I have an emergence of the spirit and I have to be ready to show up for that fact.
God,
M. is coming back in and she is full of some kind of rage. I am allowing (myself) her to have it without becoming entangled. Please protect me from the nakedness of my spirit so that it doesn''t react or respond in any way that would contribute to the dysfunction of heartsickness.
Keep safe me from the hel of God. They might act out but that doesn't mean I have to.
Keep safe me.
Even if the movers come I can move when the moment feels God-sent.
Help in Gods name,
Amen,
-The Archer