Fat Ass
Pompous Ass
Ignorant-Ass
F***-Ass
Big Butt
These are the unwretched words of God that I am giving back to Him to do with what he might. I am powerless in the hands of Him and that is a comforting feeling. I relinquish my control over trying to navigate through these bullet wounds and bullets and let God heal Me with His Grace. I take uncontrollable full responssibility for the response I had to these words. God, please take this message to heart and allow everyone possible to experience this process so that it doesn't just belong to me, but belongs to the entire fellowship of Recoveries Anonymous. I am in Y(our) name and I am grateful that exisstence is not the answer, but grace, the endless grace of God.
Amen.