TV,
M. is in chair and I don't know what the next indicated RA step is.
I am longestly the patience of Godlessness?
I hope that I can become less tiger and more human because the tiger that I am is really busting my bubkhas.
This entertainment addiction or, tech addiction? Is really abject.
I am on the train too but I have to give into something like this for the timeish beingness. Because I've only been deopiated for the past 6 months and that is a nutso short amount of timeishness for having two decades of unsane behaviour on my backbones.
I hope I can survive this hell cat.
I pray that the weakness of God sees me in a merciful light and makes it easier for me to feel less ghostly.
I like being a ghost but I'm also gonna vanish soon if . . . I don't know.
Perhaps I'll just Zazen my butt a little more.
Silently Anonymous,
-The Archer