Peyman,
M. just got home and what happened that became so annoyed of her?
It isn't Me, it's something outside of Me that she's been carrying with Her.
Was it grandma that did it? Her sister? The name of THE FAMILIAR?
For some reason the toilet isn't working. I am hopeful that we might be out of this locale in some kind of soon.
I feel as if an elephant is sitting on my chest cavity and refusing to get up. (I am not to blame and I am not allone.) Which is tough, but I can't do anything else! I just can't. It's just about cultivating more moments of sit. There is less than nothing else. This is all there is. So forth.
Appreciate God being here with Peyman. Please keep in tough. I am (f***ing) drowning in this position of discord. I am willing to go on even though I don't know how.
Forget about Me.
Silently Anonymous,
-The Archer