I ask myself nowadays… why can’t I feel my anger, hatred, vengeance so I called it bloodlust cage in my soul and I got all this from bully, threat, insult, curse, humiliation and a boy said to me (You don’t deserve to live so die already) and those words is still in my head for 8 years enduring the continue of this endless cycle without telling my family of what I have endured till I finally ask myself this.
Why not show this hooligans my bloodlust that I kept inside for 8 years worth so I did without any emotion on my face just plain cold stare and beat them up while one person cry while I walking towards him(Please I’m sorry don’t hurt me!) and people around me called me a monster with no heart so what if I become a monster… I can’t even care anymore.
I become the people from 8 years ago using brute force for respect and show them what I have been through that they not seen and feel yet so I’m grateful for them to turn me into a monster.